Three-day Break

I've just been off work for three days, recovering from the stomach flu.  After the initial "events" it was really wonderful.  The first day all I can do with sleep -- not do anything, not think about anything.  The second day I watched TV and slept.  The third day I was up in about more and feeling stronger.  Today I go back to work.  What a blessed break from thinking about the cancer, from doing doing doing.  I saw that my thoughts have been going fast fast fast fast fast.  Have I slept enough?  How I worked enough?  Am I doing the right thing?  And on and on and on...