A Sense of Peace

I'm not having surgery. Based on what I know now that is my decision. What a relief. The combination of the neurosurgeon's opinion and the sense of urgency I sensed from him stimulated fear and confusion in me and the thought "wait a minute, what is going on, this is so different from the other doctor." I was thrown for a loop. The fear and confusion I felt motivated me to learn a lot and make my own decision. I'm glad that I'm not simply relying on a doctor.

I'm going to eat some breakfast in a bit, and take care of myself today. And also make a list of my questions for the neurooncologist. And perhaps link this blog to a web site. I want to share my journey with the world. :-)