I Want to Do the Important Stuff

I wrote down all the dates of my nieces and nephews performances -- it's the end of the school year... I want to make as many as I can. This family is very dear to me. I'm throwing out the window my usual conservative approach to life -- going out very few weeknights. The surgery will probably go great, and hopefully it won't be cancer, but if the worst happens I want to live life as fully as I can while I am here. I just don't want to leave them. I am feeling really sad right now.

And I want to play my violin. I had injuries, and it is painful. In music festival is coming up Memorial Day weekend, perhaps I can find a band I can play with...