And What about Today?

At 9 AM I wrote -- So what do I do today? Part of me wants to go to the Nonviolent Communication training on love and intimacy. Part of me wants to stay home and write and let the feelings bubble up and be with myself. And make phone calls.

This is the pits.

It's now noon and I am writing my blog. I have chosen to stay home for the morning. It feels good. I got a call from Gina, my mom's friend. She had been at the dance last night and had heard that my mom was at my house. She thought she had stayed the night. I got to know Gina when my dad was sick. She's warm, could get my dad laughing, told me I would be in her thoughts, and said I could call her anytime. I might go to the training this afternoon, who knows?